So, I had a Reiki session today. It is so amazing to me how my Reiki lady just seems to know everything. Kinda crazy.

My goal for today’s session was to deal with fear towards my intuitive abilities. I just want the fear to go away, and let me be the intuitive healer I know I am! It is just so new to me, this whole intuitive side of me, and I still don’t fully understand it. I am doing so many different things to help me release fear and anxiety about it. I know it is working, as I am becoming more sensitive to everything all the time. I am starting to remember times in the past when I had gut feelings about things, and how many times I was right on. I know I have always been like this, but could never fully accept it. Now, I can’t WAIT to accept it, but my subconscious side is making it difficult!

So, my third eye chakra is totally on and working, which is great. That is the chakra whose key issues involve balancing the higher and lower selves and trusting inner guidance, and to the access to intuition. Emotionally, it deals with clarity on an intuitive level. That is very exciting to me, as this shows that I am on the right track with my goal. So, why am I so scared? 

As much as I love to talk to friends and clients about it, I think part of me is also worried that I won’t be accepted for the person that I am, or am becoming. Not everyone believes in this as I do. Lucky for me, I have a husband who is learning to believe in it with me, parents who love me no matter who I am (whether they believe in all this or not), and friends and clients who are, if nothing else, interested in it. I can sense the ones who aren’t, and tend to keep this side of me secret from them. But, most of my clients are very curious about it, and believe, to some extent, in the intuitive world. So, I need to acknowledge my fear there, and let it go. Which I am doing as I write this.

I am also learning that as I become more sensitive, I must let go of my current habits and change them up for the new me. Apparently, watching television and being on the computer right before bed are now interfering with my sleep. They never did before. However, that now affects me  in a different way. So, I guess I  now need to start meditating before bed. The old me would have said no way, but, now I must do what is good for the sensitive me.

I also need to start exercising, which is a good thing for the whole me! It also will tire out my brain more, which will make me sleep better too. And, I need to get outside more-but make sure I keep my head warm, according to the goofy fairies. I thought I had been, but apparently not. So, I took the dogs to the park today bundled up in 3 layers, a hat, a scarf and a hood. My head was toasty! Silly fairies.

I am very excited to learn that my intuition is starting to fully appear. I have definitely felt it lately. And, I want to do anything that I possibly can to help it along at a faster rate. I promise to fully take care of myself through this adventure, by eating right, sleeping well, energizing myself when needed, and generally taking care of my body, by taking time out just for me! (once again, thankyou fairies!) 

I am blogging more about it, as this has really been helping me as well. I realize this is my third entry in a week, and I appreciate those who are reading them as I post them. As much as I do this just for me, I LOVE seeing how many are reading my work as well. I hope you all are enjoying coming on this adventure with me. It is JUST beginning!!

So, until next time….may you all have an amazing weekend, where ever you are!