Tonight is Christmas eve. I can’t even believe how fast this year has flown by. I am glad, as it has not been one of my better years. I KNOW 2016 is going to be the best one yet. You know, it is just that intuition thang I have been working with for awhile now.

So, I started drawing Angel oracle cards this week, and writing them down. I have picked the card of “Letting Go” for 3 days in a row, along with Creative Expression (blogging), parents and children, laughter and problem resolved. Hmmm….very interesting combination. Then, I was watching an old episode of Vampire Diaries, and got an AHA moment. It was Caroline’s 18th birthday, but it didn’t really count since she was already a vampire. Elena told her that instead of a birthday, she needed a funeral. She could then say goodbye to the Caroline that WAS, to become the Caroline that WILL BE. A-HA!!! So, here I am, blogging on Christmas Eve. A sort of “farewell to Jen” kind of thing.

I am so close to seeing the things I want to see, and hearing all the things I want to hear. However, I know there is some tiny thing still holding me back. I have been having pain in my left hand, which has made me take 2 weeks off from massage to rest my hand. I know that part is physical, but there is also an energetic aspect to it. It is like I have something that is stuck there, that wants to leave, so I can move on to the next level of life. I think saying goodbye to my old self will do it! So, here goes…

“Goodbye to Jennifer Wyn Hopkins, formerly known as Bissy. She was a wonderful girl, and a well-liked woman. She made it through her childhood, living in 4 different states and two countries, with her divorced parents and several stepdads (all who loved her). It wasn’t always easy, but she always had a lot of love. That, in turn, made her a very loving woman. People liked to be around her, as they would come to her feeling sad, and always leave happy, even as a little girl. Unbeknownst to her, she was sucking up all their negative energy, giving them her happy energy in return. It wasn’t until she was 33 that she even realized this was happening. At that point, she was in massage school, and it made perfect sense to her. It wasn’t until recently that she started really blocking herself so this would stop happening.

She was doing better these last few years, but just could never shake the doubt of her abilities. This is what finally brought me, the new Jen, to say goodbye to the old one. Doubt and not trusting are not the qualities that I want to have. All they do is keep me down at the old level, and my goal is to SOAR. The sky is the limit. She is also letting go of any sadness left for those who are deceased, since soon, she will see them again.”

As the new improved me, my newest goals are to see and hear all that there is. There are spirits all around us, all the time, and I want to connect with the good ones (and ONLY the good ones). To do that, I must NOT have any doubt or negative emotions around this ability. I must know that I am amazing. I am gifted. I see and hear all that there is. As soon as I let go of the negative emotions that are holding me back, things will change drastically. I will simply drop the weight that I have been holding on to for so long, that has acted as protection. I will let go of any doubt, any hate, any negative feelings/emotions that are holding me back from being amazing. I will have new clients paying me full price, because they (and I) know I am worth it. I will never have to offer deals again. I will be booked for weeks! My Reiki and Mediumship business will skyrocket, and will leave me less time for massage, which means my hands will then stop hurting. 15 years of massage is a long time, but nothing compared to what it will be years from now. As I come into my greatness, so will everything around me. Life, in general, will suddenly take off in all ways. All because I let the old me go.

So, go to sleep, little Bissy. It is time to rise up to your greatness that is Jen, the adult you. It is time to realize your full potential, and be the truly amazing woman you are meant to be.

And so it is….

Merry Christmas, everyone! Until next year…