Dear Deep-down fear of success:

Hello. I don’t know exactly where it is you have come from, but I know I have had all you all my life. You come to me in different ways, but all ways have led to you. The fear of being successful. The fear of trying new things because I may be successful at one of them. The fear of NOT being in control, because I may find something new that I will be SUCCESSFUL at. the list keeps on ticking, like a fricking clock. The clock of time. And that time of ending is NOW, sucker!

I don’t need you anymore. I don’t need your protection to “keep me from getting hurt”. Because, GUESS WHAT??? I still get hurt, and I keep on ticking, myself!!! If I didn’t EVER get hurt, I wouldn’t grow. If I didn’t grow, things sure would get boring! Every day would be the same. Every month, every year, every decade. And pretty soon, the “why bother? I’m too old now” would kick in, and I would end up NEVER trying anything new.

Well, fear, I am kicking you to the pavement, right here, right now! I am done with the same old same old. I have this deep knowing way deep inside me that knows I am powerful. I am successful. I am amazing. I can make huge differences in people’s lives with this ability I have to help them. I am ready to let it out, and to shine. I am ready to be successful, to get everything I have ever dreamed of. Of course, I will have to remind myself of all my dreams, because I have let you run my life for so long, and YOU, fear, have stepped all over and squashed those dreams. I am here to retrieve them!

I am a warrior. I picture my strong spirit, deep on the inside underneath you, she is ready to come out and kick some ass!  She has her powerful legs and strength that is   “tae-bo kicking” you to the pavement. You break like a weak wall of bricks, being kicked open by the powerful Bruce Lee, with one kick! You crumble like a wuss! LIKE A WUSS! GONE, fear! Gone!

After a few mighty kicks, I am coming out screaming with more tae-bo PUNCHES! right, left, right, KICK! You are now broken into a million teeny tiny pieces. But, unlike the terminator when this happens to him, you will NEVER re-emerge! NEVER. because my power will keep you gone. dead. and buried forever.

As I write these words, I feel the power from deep down in my belly get stronger, and emerge like Wonder woman flying up to the sky. Her mighty jump, her incredible breaking of steel. She can do ANYTHING she sets her mind to! As can I! As I write these words, I feel myself begin to shake, as these words have been waiting to break through the rubble for YEARS now. My soul has been ready. My ego is finally ready to let go of you. NO.MORE.FEAR. it says. We can DO THIS. We can be successful. We can help the world be a better place, one soul at a time. The right people will find me at the right time. I will allow things to happen with divine timing. I trust that all will be the way it should, now that I am out in the open, with all fear removed. NOTHING is holding me back now. NOT.ONE.THING.

I tear up as I write these words, as they are power. they are strength, and they are my higher self. She is proud of the me I have become these past 4 years. I have released so much deep within me, that there is nothing left to release BUT this deep-fear. It is my ego trying to protect me. But, EGO, listen to my words….I DON’T NEED YOUR PROTECTION. I am ready to face all emotions, and trust that all will work out.

It is with these powerful words that I say to you, fear–goodbye and good riddance! I no longer need you. Go back deep into the earth, and disperse. My powerful trees will lead you where you need to go. Far far away from here.

Just in case you STILL Don’t get it, I will send you a postcard from success. It is a long ways away from you!

AND SO IT IS…………

(I can breathe now). holy crap….that felt AMAZING!!!!