Today, June 1, 2018 I did the first session of what I want to do for the rest of my life. Today, I helped a beloved animal pass over to the other side. From my home. It was my neighbors horse, Tommy, who was 29 yrs old, and ready to be free.

She decided last week to make today the day. So, I connected with him that day, and did an animal communication session with him, where he assured us this was the right thing to do. As much as he loved being here, he was tired of his old body, and just wanted to run free. He told us 4 times that this was the right decision. He told her his sign that he was with her would be a butterfly.

of course, it was a tough week, because he rallied throughout the week. some days were good, others not so much. But 2 days ago, I got to meet him, and I knew it was definitely the right decision. He was ready.

So, this morning, I got ready. I went to the store and picked up the essentials for my friend—chocolate, tissues and a card. As I parked my car, I noticed the sign on the car next to me….butterflies. I had never seen that on a car before, until today.

I got home, set up my spirit room….lit the sage, put on my song written by Archangel Azrael (he helps souls transition to the spirit world), did my meditation. I then did a last connection with Tommy, and he wrote a letter to his mom through me. THROUGH ME. I just started writing, and his words came out. It was so amazing!

Then I started his reiki session. I got her text, a little butterfly, to show they had started the process. I kept reiki’ing him. I had this vision. I don’t know if I can fully describe it, but I will try.

All the deceased that knew Tommy were all in a line, waiting for him. As he started to cross over, I saw him there, walking slowly down the line, seeing all his old friends with welcoming arms. At the end, was his best friend Tara. She transitioned a few years ago, and let us all know she would be right there when it was his time. With the beautiful music in the background, and all that I saw  was happy and peaceful, the whole experience changed my view on dying. It was so beautiful, and I got to witness it myself. Kind of.

As soon as he fully crossed (I am assuming), Tommy and Tara started running fullblast through the fields, chasing each other, nibbling each other, so happy to be together again. The transition was complete, and he was young, free and full of energy again, able to run SO FAST, just like when he was young. He was very proud of that fact, as he told all of us who talked to him over the years!

As he pointed out in his last letter, he is NOT his body. So, when we experience our loved ones passing on, we may SEE their crumpled body laying there, but in our sadness and grief, we have to remember that THAT is not them anymore. It is just a shell. Their spirit is now free. Free of pain. Free of limitations. Free of anything negative. Now, they are with us in peace. Once crossed over, we are all still here, just in a simpler form. I saw that today. I saw it with my own two eyes (well, I saw it in my head, that is).

When Echo died, I felt the same thing. Even as her little body laid there, still alive but dying, I KNEW her spirit was already across the room, harassing Gabby. I FELT that. But, today I saw it. And it was amazing. And made me know that my goal of my future is 100% right on. THIS is what I want to do with the rest of my life.

Helping people make the decision of letting their animals go, talking to the animal, and then reiki’ing them during the actual process is my life goal, and why I was put on this earth. Some may think it’s morbid. But I don’t. I think it’s a gift, it’s beautiful, and it’s humbling. Others have helped me this way. Now I get to help those who need me, too.

Thanks for coming along todays journey. I’m going to go hug my pack and cry now.

Until next time….